I am getting really tired, really sick, really bored. So many things are happening lately, and my prolonged shortage of adequate rest is starting to give me headaches. And i still got so many things on hand to worry about. Finances... Assignments... Projects... Relationships (of all sorts)... Perhaps extending my ORD would have been a better idea.

Flying off to bangkok with wilson in another 5days' time, and i am like bringing whatever remaining money i have left on me over. Which means that when i come back to singapore, i am going to be like bloody broke. Hopefully, saywee and wenjian keep to their promises and return me my money asap. Otherwise i am so gonna become a beggar soon. Hahas and when i return from bangkok, i would have two deadlines to rush. SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ!!! >.< I have got 30 sets of photo collages to design, and I have only done a freaking 4 (WTF?!?!) and my CWP assignment (ARGH!!!) - i totally have got no idea up in my head yet. Shit i am so gonna break down. Hahas where in singapore can i suggest a superb and romantic wedding anniversary to be held at???

I feel like a f*king hypocrite right now. I am the cause of everything and yet, I am still being on close terms with both parties. I listen to both sides of the story and I get myself utterly confused and I now no longer know which side to be on. I comfort one party when I am with him, and when i get home i do the same for the other one. What a f*king hypocrite i am!!! Perhaps i should have just kept my mouth tight shut from the beginning, but everyone would cry hell and say I am not being fair. But pouring everything out leads to so many complications one after another and so many people are getting affected, including 4th or 5th party personnel (crazy!) I am getting myself so badly sucked into this i-dunnoe-what-to-call-this circle. This gets on my nerves at night most of the time. I need a hug.