p0oF* i was meddling meddling with my imeem player until its now all gone from my blogskin. FINE! anyway who happens to pop by here and still see my player above my blog please just tag it and let me know alrights. Just so that i know that it is still functioning. If not i shall have to meddle with it somemore when i come home on friday agains.

MONDAY BLUES MONDAY BLUES
Well i hate monday blues. My sincere apologies to ah*dex again for whatever had happened. Hadn't been in a very right state of mind for the whole of sunday and monday. Too many stuff had happened over the weekend and it was getting too taxing for my heart. SERIOUSLY tired on monday lahs! Well thanks to hung moey and ah*chua for staying with me for a while after lights out. And more thanks to my papa hung for sleeping with me that night. Well, that night wasn't as heaty as the first time we snuggled together on the same bed. Guess i had become too tired by then to be bothered about the big block of human heat beside me. Hahahas

Life hasn't been very good these few days. I seriously don't know what's going on, what needs to be done, what i can actually do and what i am seriously dreading about. I am not getting the signals that i need too. Mood has been pretty much like a roller coaster ride (yes moey u got me okays.....) but wells i guess what i have been doing was to avoid and evade whatever i can in order to stay abit more cheerful. But is this what i really want for long...? =X

**going back to camp now...