today was a crazy day.. the school is crazy, the students are crazy and i am going crazy too.. argh! seriously i don't understand what's so darn wrong with the school man.. all the cock-eyeRs and pea-brainERs.. p0oF*

she was still sleeping really soundly in nexus 3hrs ago.. and 3 hours later, the sky had fallen upon her. And all i could do was to let it fall on her.. i am no pan gu, never will i be able to save her.. i used to be one of those who had to suffer from this destruction.. guess pan gu came in time to save me.. but why can't he save xq as well???

had a hard time initially trying to compose myself in school today.. thought it wouldn't be right for me to demonstrate negative feelings to my other class people cos i thought as a class leader, i should be helping everyone to get over this.. and to get xq back on her feet asap.. but qicai's blog entry totally got me just now.. sorry to my lappie for having to suffer a drop of...

all in all, it had been a tough day in school today.. having to struggle to keep awake during lessons.. to having to struggle to keep alive during the pw.. nothing is right today man.. and the school is darn stupid.. finally i have a reason to dislike this school.. please, don't give me another one.. as i have said, alot of people were affected today, and it's up to those who are not directly involved to help those who are.. cos our pain will never be as hurting as theirs.. *thanx qc* we will stand by her forever.. for thirtyoneohfive will always.. be TOGETHER.. period.