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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i am officially gonna close this blog! to move on to a brand new life.. to lay down to rest the memories that have been loitering here for the past 2 years..
join me at http://caspianforreal.blogspot.com now!

the EMO died @ 11:40 AM!!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Oooo lalala!!!~ So happy and proud of myself today!!! w0o0o0o~~~ LOLS i just tidied out my entire cupboard today! take a look at the present look of my wardrobe...

All folded and packed nicely yea! So neat, so clean and so nice!! =D and mummy got my 6 work pants all nicely pressed in the afternoon as well.. =D

Then after I got my cupboard all tidied out and the whole house all mopped up nice and clean, had a quick shower and rushed out to meet ah lup to go town, supposedly to shop for gary's birthday present. Yea, SUPPOSEDLY. I guess we kinda failed, just like the scout team that we sent out last week to carry out the same mission. But nonetheless, we still accomplished a little of the team's mission. Take a look at what I got them to buy.. NICE!


the EMO died @ 1:48 AM!!

Friday, May 29, 2009

I feel so free... but yet so weighed down all over again...

Assignment deadline was on wed 27th may. Finally, the efforts put in for the past 3weeks or so, accompanied with the 2 nights that i only slept at 5:30am, is now up for the marker to determine my score and my capability as the new rising star of the wedding industry. MWAHAHAHAS wait long long arhz! freak* i am actually spanking my own mouth on blogger -_-||| and oucH* my lips gonna hurt from that spank. p0oF* the dead skin has successfully dropped off, or rather i peeled it off just now. Now i no longer feel like my lips cannot close properly, my mouth feels more natural. But it still kinda hurt a little... ... ...

Looking at the invitation ticket sample lying around beside my lappy makes me think back alot about my module 4 project. I still loved my invitation ticket slip to bits but cant stop feeling that the whole invitation mock-up just feels so amateur-ish. YES i really cant stand my invitation card, but i havent got the time and the ability and the skills to put forth my ideal card in time to hand in the assignment, so that has to do for the moment. And YES, i know that is gonna pull my grades down. But oh wells, what to do what to do... ... ... ...

But come to think of it, i really see a great improvement in my own piece of work from module 3 to 4. It really does feel a little more professional, more informative to the clients, and alot more heart and soul being put into the whole wedding concept itself. Like our dear caroLine always say, we are gonna be wedding CONCEPTUALISERS, not just plain wedding planners. Cos planners are everywhere, and they do what you, me, him and her can do as well. What really will make me and everyone else in that classroom shine one day is to stand out from the norm. Put in our heart, mind and soul and achieve greater heights. For ourselves, and for the couples. YEAH~

I got picked up after class on wednesday. So happy to receive such treatment worr!!! =D we had chicken rice followed by soya bean over at selegie. So happy to do that together for the first time!!! =D hope there will be more chances to come, but hmm maybe next time after june when there are other commitments tying each of us down separately, dont think it will be that easy le bahz... bleahs

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with regards to me and bud bud... i seriously have no idea how to settle the situation. i dont know what he is actually thinking about, why is he thinking that way and how not to let him feel that way. Is it really my fault?? What have I really done wrong that caused everything to turn out the way it is now? Hais really very tired le. Really feel like giving up and just heck care the whole thing. But i sincerely want my bud bud to be happy. Forever. =(

the EMO died @ 1:55 AM!!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Just a public declaration that I am going to bed right now. Hope you are already dreaming sweetly. May friday zoom past and let saturday afternoon come quickly. See you guys.

the EMO died @ 12:49 AM!!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Living in a Fairy Tale

the EMO died @ 7:42 PM!!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I am glad i am with you, and thats about all that matters.

Well going to turn up at dreamworks again later at 1:30p.m. for round 2 of interviews cum job orientation. Never really expected myself to get shortlisted cos I guess I didnt really do that well enough at the interview yesterday. But nonetheless, still happy i got shortlisted!!! Means 50% closer to getting a proper job! And getting myself financially stable!!! Hopes everything will go smoothly later. Bleahz =P Then at night got CO prac from 7:30 to 8:30. Hmmmz not really sure if I can turn up yet. Have to see where I end up at with dreamworks by 7:oo. Hopefully get to go down for practice, and hopefully wouldnt get spammed by huang sheng if I really did turn up. ;)

the EMO died @ 10:07 AM!!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

weeeEeeee!!!!~ weeks have passed! I am now a few weeks closer to my 21st year on Earth! Mwahahahas =D Well, so many significant and joyous events have been coming up one after another.

Firstly, wanna thank J for being there for the past ONE month, loving and caring and just being there for me. Oh wells, I can still vaguely remember how bad that day turned out. But like me and J have talked about, if we have a future then what for harp on the past right. Anyway, it wasnt like I didnt enjoy the day after all. Was particularly touched when J popped up on my doorstep at 12 sweaty and panting from the noon~y hot sun. Ending the night early did hit on me a little badly at first, but I figured that this way at least gives us more room for improvement for more months and years to come. So yar, there will always be better surprises and happiness each time.

Having my second camping trip over at ecp over last weekend was a fun party! Loved the food, loved the drinks, enjoyed pitching the tent together with J, and had lotsa fun just chatting about anything throughout the night. But things didnt turn out very well towards the end. It poured very heavily in the very early dawn. Me and papa and kv were wet, drenched. J was dead beat and we decided to send him back early so he could rest more before going to work that evening. Then yar, all the worst things start happening. I really hope things would work out between kv and papa. I really cant imagine the future without them together. And i want papa to be happy. Papa really loves kv. Anyway, papa is stuck in tekong for the next 9days. Hope he comes back quick and settle things through with kv. Kv dont give up on papa yet okie!!!!!!!

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Dedicated to alvin bud bud...

Cas cas knows vin vin is really unhappy with cas cas right now. No matter what I say at this point is going to be of no use. But cas cas really wish for bud bud to be healthy and happy. No matter what happens, cas cas will still be here for his bud bud, whenever I can. Hopes vin vin has a good sleep tonight and will wake up tomorrow feeling alot more refreshed and revitalised. Hugs vin vin. Goodnights =D

the EMO died @ 11:27 PM!!