I feel so free... but yet so weighed down all over again...
Assignment deadline was on wed 27th may. Finally, the efforts put in for the past 3weeks or so, accompanied with the 2 nights that i only slept at 5:30am, is now up for the marker to determine my score and my capability as the new rising star of the wedding industry. MWAHAHAHAS wait long long arhz! freak* i am actually spanking my own mouth on blogger
-_-||| and oucH* my lips gonna hurt from that spank. p0oF* the dead skin has successfully dropped off, or rather i peeled it off just now. Now i no longer feel like my lips cannot close properly, my mouth feels more natural. But it still kinda hurt a little... ... ...
Looking at the invitation ticket sample lying around beside my lappy makes me think back alot about my module 4 project. I still loved my invitation ticket slip to bits but cant stop feeling that the whole invitation mock-up just feels so amateur-ish. YES i really cant stand my invitation card, but i havent got the time and the ability and the skills to put forth my ideal card in time to hand in the assignment, so that has to do for the moment. And YES, i know that is gonna pull my grades down. But oh wells, what to do what to do... ... ... ...
But come to think of it, i really see a great improvement in my own piece of work from module 3 to 4. It really does feel a little more professional, more informative to the clients, and alot more heart and soul being put into the whole wedding concept itself. Like our dear caroLine always say, we are gonna be wedding CONCEPTUALISERS, not just plain wedding planners. Cos planners are everywhere, and they do what you, me, him and her can do as well. What really will make me and everyone else in that classroom shine one day is to stand out from the norm. Put in our heart, mind and soul and achieve greater heights. For ourselves, and for the couples. YEAH~
I got picked up after class on wednesday. So happy to receive such treatment worr!!! =D we had chicken rice followed by soya bean over at selegie. So happy to do that together for the first time!!! =D hope there will be more chances to come, but hmm maybe next time after june when there are other commitments tying each of us down separately, dont think it will be that easy le bahz... bleahs
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~with regards to me and bud bud... i seriously have no idea how to settle the situation. i dont know what he is actually thinking about, why is he thinking that way and how not to let him feel that way. Is it really my fault?? What have I really done wrong that caused everything to turn out the way it is now? Hais really very tired le. Really feel like giving up and just heck care the whole thing. But i sincerely want my bud bud to be happy. Forever. =(